Hey self,

Being terrified is undeniable sometimes, nevertheless, you've been through so many things, you went through tough patches wondering what is like to be free, in fact, there's no such thing as a constant freedom, take a break and a deep deep breath, keep walking elegantly, you're nothing but a mess thoughts in this freaking unpredictable world, but here's a news, more than one billion people struggles the exact same thing, so, chill out.

here is what to do:

* staying far from procrastinating, just like, now.

* list important stuffs, write, write!!! (I've been always into writing and reading, I might have lost myself to know there are only lack of writings I did even ones who doesnt need to think so much--like, making a list?)

* avoid overthinking, I know you can't, but most of times, you should.

* stubborn on failures, set your goal as high as you can do, you always know your limit, when you don't, you only lose yourself sometimes. 

* you're right, all of your decisions making are right, take a slow ride on punishing yourself about stuffs you can't handle.

you don't forget that human are just confusing, just...breathe.