I played with hatstag #Adreamer last night and its really fun (follow me @NurulSuciana), because I was rare talking about dream since awaring I'ma away from achieving it, and I *actually dont wanna let any craft crushing then I decided to stop reading even caring of stuffs like that, more philosophiest, I'm just believe something works good on me and me, yaar~ enjoying life 'like this like that, flats, and its even bad hahaha, never stop believing things everyone, pessimist could be surrounding ya then makes you down, I knew so much, but dreams and you, is like a thing works on a way. #Adreamer :D

...don't know how to start this note from, I just (or urgent) need to write, I'm not spending nights to dream all over again anyway, for long time and now realizing it sucks, I was hurt but I'm okay now.

So, if maybe any universities will be impossible and more ridiculous for me, it doesnt mean I have to be quiet believin', I have one life, I live just once, and I'll feel more foolish if something hurt could make me quiet, people will always hurt anyone without seeking what things make 'em so proud of, and I know people not gonna feel this way, yeash, me, and you there who reading this, we are a dreamer okay, we'll always keeping our believes, always hopin' and knew things will earns, dont ya? :))

...and because we'll never give up with greatest things and always kick out the silliness, any smallness that makes any works well done even before it touched, we knew who we are. And never ever been gave up with our soul, honestly, me, with my soul, allright, which it always force things work perfect, its not the first time I said I am a perfectionist, though I didnt finished any perfect things yet, you know I will keepin' though have to live in the jar~

...the tear is didnt create to be immortal, it earns, you have to work hard just bcause there is something waiting for your comes, I guess I've ever been crazy believe about this bcause I'm an uh so well crier, hahah how to say it in english? :p, cengeng, all right, and feel day a day my tears become so cool :p

...anything is, if something seems to be going againts with, try to always share your smile and think fast that the airplane takes off againts the wind, not with it -Henry Ford says. Lol. Its beautiful to believe because quote makers quoting their life, they said what 've been their adventure, so, keep any believes.

I loved so much to lyin' myself consider everything's gonna be okay in a very bad situation, and now realizing how it works to keep me alive, how if I'm not as optimist as that? *thinking*

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I made this for no reasonable. For God shakes I just remind my life lately, it more sucks than when dreams I couldnt reach, so I believe if my life is created for just hopin' things, I thanks God for it, I'm so much enjoying to live with it, its not things I'll regret after, like I said, its fun!

"look up at the sky, see how big it is, life is like the sky, it's big, there's no time for smallness of small people only for birds to soar..."

-SHAH RUKH KHAN said, ...and and and... I've been making a new row in my dream's list to meet this quote maker, hihi another hindi movie full of corny love stories were full of sickness, its totally different with his movies, isnt it? Please say yes once for this. :p

I made this note for myself, without really hopin' they will read and comment, ...and a little forget how insane mouths will always keepin their way to down me, hey stranger, you should have a look to my personal trash!

I Know You Know You Are Stranger LOL

There's nothing to do, seems so bored, so, here I am, tryin' to twist a word or two, tryin to hold my feeling to not throwing up away cause I'm just mixing by feel excited and bad right now, making another creepy status for someone out there (that I wished to not doing a whole day, but today, I really need it too).

I do comfort to write it on bahasa right now. :))

Maaf kalo agak sedikit curhat (walopun sering tapi tetap aja minta maaf) haha, kali ini saya benar-benar merasa harus menumpahkan semuanya disini. Saya merasa hidup dalam teror, saya merasa di teror, atau sayanya yang sok ngartis? Gatau juga tapi its such a really bad feeling, karena saya tidak pernah merasa mengganggu hidup orang lain, (plis deh, hidup sendiri aja udah segini ruwetnya kapan coba ada waktunya mikirin orang? haha).

Ada seseorang yang merasa terganggu karena saya mungkin dan terus terus saja men-watch saya di facebook, oke, mungkin saya memang agak (atau sangat) autis di facebook. buts its the way I am, hahaha, dan saya sudah terlalu lama santai, tapi kalo sudah melihat pihak yang terlibat itu sebanyak ini, saya nggak tau harus bersikap seperti apa, dan lebih memilih sikap kekanakan untuk update-update di status seperti kalian haha.

Mungkin sebagian orang yang dekat dengan saya tau tentang masalah ini, and hey guys, you know who I am right? Dan mereka pun sebenarnya merenspon tapi kami memang tidak akan se autis itu.

and hey olala, foto ini diambil tadi pagi sebelum ke kampus, editnya di picnik.com visit :))

I'M FLYING!

Well, gonna see the official trailer of TITANIC 3D? I dont wanna swallow the pain because we are not havin any theatres in this town and get a hope to watch it soon, lol, but as people can see, titanic is the most beautiful drama ever, it kicks another cool movies so bad and TITANIC '97 is actually not my period but I'm lovin sssssooo much this movie. lol. I said!

Emang ngeselin sih di Aceh nggak punya bioskop, read this article : fenomena tidak ada bioskop di Aceh dengan alasan yang nggak ada yang tau, penerapan syariat islam dll, tidak ada yang tau, tapi menurut saya jika penerapan syariat islam harus mengorbankan peminat film seperti saya, kenaa tidak bisa melihat atas hal-hal lain yang lebih menyimpang dan banyak sekali terjadi di Aceh hari ini, tentu saja bisa menjadi renungan bagi pemerintah dalam hal ini.

And I dont wanna talk so much about this, mostly lost words :p



Rose: I love you, Jack. 
Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes. Not yet, do you understand me? 
Rose: I'm so cold. 
Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and you're gonna make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me? 
Rose: I can't feel my body. 
Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise. 
Rose: I promise. 
Jack: Never let go. 
Rose: I'll never let go, Jack. I'll never let go. 




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see this : TITANIC QUOTES