Heart's Breathing

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Recent song: Boys Like Girls Feat. Taylor Swift-Two is Better Than One





Today's making another 'feel' post and feeling good, huh. the question is why, people guess I'm in love, no, I dont, I have fallen, it took a great fall, it;s cool, it's sweet, it's...different!



Love is some greater things than life which those actually like ghosts, everyone talks but just few have seen, in cases myself is, seen it!

J'espere Que

Wednesday, June 27, 2012



“Si la poussiere emporte tes reves de lumiere. Je serai ta lune, ton repere. Et si le soleil nous brule. Je prierai qui tu voundras. Pour que tombe la neigi au sahara…”


Anggun C. Sasmi- Snow On The Sahara (French Version)

Life As I Can See

Monday, June 25, 2012

Sebenernya percaya nggak percaya sih bisa sampe ke tahap ini, nah, animo perasaan membludak lagi rasanya kayak pengen nggak berhenti-berhenti bersyukur dalam kesempitan gini, bener-bener nggak bisa dipercaya sekarang (walaupun masih magang) jadi salah satu 'pekerja' atau staff di bidang pekapontren Kantor Wilayah Kementrian Agama provinsi, like, one step closer to my dreams, daaaaan walaupun sebenernya itu memang bener-bener masih jauh sekali buat jadi staff yang 'sebenernya', aku masih harus pontang-panting kuliah lagi (pontang-panting???) tapi disaat usia masih delapan belas tahun dan udah dikasih kesempatan kayak gini memang sesuatu yang harus aku syukurin (bodohnya, aku masih ngerasa terlalu kecil di usia 18, dimana udah banyak orang kreatif yang udah buka usaha sendiri di umur segini)

Ada saatnya kita harus percaya kalimat "you will never walk alone", walaupun semuanya kita kerjain sendiri, walaupun di saat susah pun nggak ada yang bisa diandelin (not really!), buka hati buat bagi-bagi sama orang sekitar, setidaknya, walaupun nggak ada orang yang bisa kita diceritain, believe your mom is still there.

It's pleasure to promise you to write more around here, I will if I have spare times, wish you a very great day :)

If I'd Still Be With Anyone, I'd Still Be With You

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

"I dont know what to do, I can't think what makes this better, I'm sick cause it's very hard I don't anything, it makes me feel like, I was 'other people' or else. we promise to always be honest each other, right? I'm sorry to talk too much bla-bla that doenst important, but I'm really sad tonight (and boring too). So tell me later if 'this shit' was wrong.
I just (really) want to be half piece of your heart, that always with you whatever it storm comes or the rainbow shines, everytime, so we can always in one way I pray will be 'most happily-amazingly-greatestly-fantasticly-etc story for our lives'. I want to stop this bullshit, but it's many slides are rolling on my brain. Can I continue it? I guess it's a yes, I dont care.
You know what, honey? I can't hold up my feeling to marry you soon, it's an adult talk, right? And I'm still dont have anything like 'what-the-must' I'm still a student, and we still young...
But like I said, I can't hold up, I am a very very jealousman, I'm sure you know it :D 
You know why? *read this slow*
I've never met any girls that cute and complicated like you, but thats just a little from billion reason I fell in love with you, wanna say this face to face with you, baby, but, 'm very scare that one day you will say, "You are pathetic, just go, I can't be with you anymore." Or your family tell they dont like me, so you must leave me, and I must learn to be strong right, honey? Because we dont know what will happen next!"




-Him (one night past in 2011)
*****

So, if you are an pathetic guy I have to leave you? Leave you means I have to forget my life for several years ago, so, just cheer your life up and go straight through dreams, there are so many things we'll done together (or, mostly I hope, we could done together!), I keep out myself to not being worry of thing which still impossible to come (I tried pretty hard),  don't cracked down yourself, that's right when you were striking out my heart like this cruel, you have been my life, indeed.

P.S: Thanks for gifted me an awesome boyfriend, thanks for fate, and God! :)

Are There Still Any Freaks Movie Lover Like Me in Banda Aceh?



Dear Sir/Madam in The Government Of Aceh, dont kill the movie lovers like me inside for more longer, please invite a theater hereee :((( I WANNA WATCH THIS and I dont wanna miss any movies which coming next, there are a looot I didnt yet watching and please, seriously, get us a theater!

How To Lucid Dream

Wednesday, June 6, 2012



I'm not gonna ruin the post here ok? (Look, eventhough I have ruined it all the time lol) this isn't about the pain when-you-fail-caught the dream, or I'm going mad so I enter this video here? No of course, this is another part of mind came today and I wanna a lot to share those with you.

First, it's about dream, I wrote on another blog about what I've got from google: read this, I was confused of what it means exactly, because for me, dream is just to explore what do you want, lookin for what do you need, want anything you need, want anything you know, and it doesn't like those words, yeah, even sometimes it brought me on the fantasy, it's dancing on my head!

How to dream, how to make you dreaming and having motivation to catch it? Here we go...

Believe in God...Believe anything which comes from your religion, God had promise us to try and how it could earns, just don't believe in everyone who always try to ruin yourself, believe me, they want always to ruin your things, even if they couldn't reach what they want, they have no reason to keep you away from things you could do.

Believe in Yourself...havin a self-confidence then you will know what you need, you will know what probably you can get, how much your abilities, how great you are, eventhough at the same time you lose, you cant do it, believe me you can always learn again, do it again, always trying!

The most important thing you have to do in the way you will reach the dream just learning from mistakes, and I personally believe there is no successful people who never wrong, failed, and I believe because God brought you to the mistakes to make you become more greater on another tryin.

Because you have to learn and see the past as your note/journey, then I said it never give up, and it's absolutely important, it's an usual thing in the way you fall, and get the hand to make you stand :)

Chase it... lets go to the way.

It's maybe the most easiest thing you can find in google, but I'm totally serious now, please go check what do you need and want, go catch your dream...

*****

This is only the way to make up my future, so I will take the best part, run the greatest way, there is nothing to regret, because The Lord has sent anything to learn, He promise the trying to earns, so the best thing would come as soon as possible, as hard as I get, as hard I expect!

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Hello June!

Sunday, June 3, 2012


Welcome June! I can't believe this finally june, time turns so fast and its like faster all day, I can't wait for things to be happening this month, and in the other hand, I'm not really ready for those :D I have lots of wishes for this month, lots of prayers, and something which describe myself at whole, dreams, I have it more now, very thankful of God who still take care of anything, I'll do my fate better I promise.

P.S: I miss my old period, I miss 2006-2007 period when its still fun to screams and havin fun with my Junior High School's friends, I miss my High School, I miss my Dad, I miss anything. x)

Find me in the other space : The Falling Dreamer, I'll write more there x)

Lyric on the picture by The Maine-Into Your Arms.

 
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