Hey fellas, good to be back *nyapu-nyapu dulu karena berdebu banget ini blog* tonight I decide a random thing to write (since I don't have a that good mind to make good ones) and that will be like:

Be careful of what you wish for...

That mainstream quote took me here, hahaha, no this not kind of a serious thought, since once I decided to make this blog easy to read, so, hahaha, okay, sebenarnya ada apa dengan sya dan quote di atas? Simple, I had done so many wishes as I remember, a lot I regret so, kadang agak nyesel sama beberapa wishes yang udah terkabul dan itu yang random banget.

Salah satunya adalah, tinggal sendiri :)))

There is no place like home, that's absolutely right, flashback sedikit, mungkin bukan sekali dua kali aku pernah cerita kalo aku pernah insecure banget, semacam kurang pede yang cenderung menyedihkan di jaman SMP-SMA, aku anti sosial, cepet banget tersinggung, nggak pede berlebihan, cenderung cepet marah, dan banyak nyimpen dan mendam cerita sendiri, even to both parents or other family, dan cenderung suka gampang banget marah ke keluarga.

Jadi, dulu itu aku sering banget berkeinginan buat tinggal sendiri, in a place somewhere when I grow up, jadi mungkin karena 'kemakan' film-film barat gitu yang cewek-cewek independen, kerja kantoran, yang tinggal sendiri, yang setiap pagi order starbucks dan ke kantor jalan kaki itu, I dreamed to have a tiny place as a hard working woman in the future (put HAHAHA here).

I was there in that so random dream, and now I know how it suck to live alone.

Tonight I literally so alone, oh, homework is my latest bestfriend, which is suck-er.

and then start hating my decision to take chance to school here, but no, hey, time flies, now I'm in the 6th semester! and my thesis title was accepted by my research lecturer, happy :')))))

But yeah it's still, there is no place like home, and so once again, even on deciding to wish something, you'd rather be wise (: