I didn't see my girl for almost a day today because I get to work 8 to 7 today, just so yesterday, and can't even close my eyes right now thinking my baby deserves a lot better than this. She needs me, she needs only me, remember days when she cried and she could only get calm again on my arms (also remember she cried when I ain't there), also, remember every little phase she has became (too many of it I didnt get to witness the first time)
Rania, I'm sorry because I can't manage it, just can't manage it, I'm sorry if you feel uncomfortable choosing me (..probably later when you already abit older), mama just cant manage to be there all the time (and also cant measure the pain), and sorry if in the early morning when you wake up, I'll be extremely sleepy, so I (once again) wont be there to talk in front of your face just to see how beautiful your smile is.
Rania, mama has lots of things, bunch of thoughts going on, it's just, I dont want you to feel less loved, I sometimes just cant prove it, but nothing in this world would make it less real.
