@HARVARD : "Harvard had this culture that made me feel that, whoever I was, they believe in me and want me to be succeed"

A little thing, or a big thing in my life is dreams, I'm only a human like any philosophical theory, always believe in dream, I tried, believe in just one or two dreams I could create when I'm young, (not on this period haha), I'm a dreamer since I believe that dream could bring you to the place you want, when I can look away from dream killers, when I believe that "thats not a sin when you can fly away", anything could happen, but I still believe, dream takes nearly everyday with me, it could be nearest and HAPPEN!

They said, I'm not trying so hard, its more good comments than "hey girl, thats not dream, a zero hope!", then sometimes I becoming mad but making a little confession in heart, "its true.", and wish that dream comes when that night I slept, its terrible, I've ever did the worst, the worst then, I'm trying to forget that thing at all and I always look more away to that dream I wish I can be more closer!

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Today I read "Rhodes To Success" from you know, the coolest unversity's website, guess what? Oh please just click the link :p

At first I guess I love that university because the place was really really cool, (look at the view!) but its impossible to keep any dream with a reason for almost 5 years I started dreaming it lol, hahaha yeah, I guess I  really want to be there, I really want to be a harvard student with no reasonable! But I know today, its actually not too difficult to reach anything you want but also think about your ability and the thing you look for.

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P.S : Heyheyhey, I Miss You so bad, have a little time to just say hi? :p

Having A Coke With You

is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully
as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it


~Frank O'Hara

Run

Haha, finally blogging again, with some-romance mood :D I cant stop staring to this video lately (actually he sent me this hihi) start lovin it that day but just can share here now.

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To feel boring again and all over again is not good, isnt it? To kill every dreams remain in my head, and looking to the REAL reality, I'm boring, I'm afraid, but I'm still act I'm ok even adviced anyone, the truly fact of my life, it burns when I got to look the reality.

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sometimes you need to kill people who kills your dream!

YOU Gives Me More Than Reality!

Hanya sangat sering dilanda galau belakangan ini, I'm going to burst and take myself away from action, so I heard this song and watch the movie "Ayat-Ayat Cinta", its probably the coolest Indonesian movie for me, dan merasa enakan, kalo saya disuruh review tentang film itu pasti pada nggak sanggup baca karena akan panjaaaang banget, salute!

"When everything seems to be going against you,remeber that 

the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it!"

-Henry Ford-