I always wanted to be that girl who is considered dumb just to surprise them in the end that I can really do everything by myself and I can fix things. It also like being under-estimated and how I excited to prove them wrong.

Sometimes, I'm asking myself, why?

I have so much in my shoulders already,
and I'm also sick,

I'm also like, take me back to days where everything is easier, days where I didn't need to spill these thoughts alone.