It looks mystical how suddenly life tranforms to something I couldn't even dare to ask before, the power of hardwork, it does exist, hardwork does pay off! I was the nothing at all back in 4 or 5 years ago, but now I even got a poster with my face on it in my university yard, I was only a dreamer, like all dreamers did, they wanted their work being noticed, I didn't work like so much, that's why dreamer stayed dreamer back then, I'm not regret, all of failures had moved me in another direction, and I believe in myself so much more that I can do it.

It's good to be around people who believes in you, whom even trust you to handle their works, I worked with my lecturers, I worked with some librarians, some lecturers asks me to do something with their dissertation, it's like a personal happiness having people relied on you, maybe, I was just being underestimated for a long whole time, even I couldn't wake up the nightmares, that's why I was so so insecure, but, now I'm proud, I had put all of my efforts trying to be better with all I have, I didn't ever take it for granted anymore, so, I'm ready now, whatever it takes, I will choose what I want, I want for the best.

New Phase Of An Officially SE

A lot going on lately

1. I've been in lhokseumawe for almost a month already
2. My thesis is printed (yaiyyy!) have delivered them to some places like libraries and to my lecturers.
3. Filling all check lists for my bachelor certificate is exhausting! I took insane routes from Glee Madat (my current stay at cousin's)-Bukit Indah (FEB)-Lancang Garam (Bookstore-Alumni must delivering 4 books to 2 libraries)-Releut (Campus 1 Unimal/University library)-Lancang Garam (Bookstore again and meeting a lecturer in campus 3)-Bukit Indah-Glee Madat for distribution in two days. (FYI, Unimal has 4 separated campus buildings and nothing bothers you know, I even bewildered to some people whom taken this as a huge thing)
4. I got cum laude,  my GPA is 3,78, I'm the first graduate student for my batch, 2012. Alhamdulillah :)
5. Yudisium will be held in monday august 29
6. I've got testimonium
7. I've flied my CV to some companies
8. My major-accounting office called me for internship next month, but still thinking about it, while now, I'm an intern in FEB library, surrounding by new books smell every single day where I had to do is categorizing those new coming books and I could also laid down on sofa with AC on, super fun! 
9. I LOST 5 KILOS IN TWO WEEKS! I didn't eat at all besides fruits which available at home
10. But then got stressed out about my dress that sewed oppositely with design I gave to the sewer, I planned to wear it in yudisium, now I'm still confused about it, it got me eat a lot, like lunch and dinner, two pieces of bakwan Tamian which super delicious! (I got to blame this tamiang food when my weight increased a lot last year hahaha), and jajan-jajanan coklat tim tam 1000-an di toko bu Mala di depan rumah Glee Madat. Food is always been a plesure, I slew my pain with eating and till today I got confuse thinking is this a strength or a weakness cause nothing hurts at all till it comes to me meeting scales :'(
11. So I ended up putting 2 kilos again in weight! My metabolism has already been freaking weird

My advise to whomever planning to take diet treatment above 20, think again, guys, I don't know if it's just me, but I had always applied this dietary rules whenever I got to waste out some weights: DO NOT EAT! And at least do easy workout, and in 2012, when I was about 18 or 19, I got to waste 7 kilos in a week without eating anything beside fruits (at least five times cheating to eat tempe and ikan goreng) and just do sit up, now I have to apply this for about two weeks with two times higher workout and only got 5 kilos out. So yeah, dietary above 20 is harder.

Moving on,

So yeah, in this glory days, I did nothing (Somehow I thought I wasn't really an intern, I'm just helping out some staffs in library whom I already known so well), well I'm in Lhokseumawe now I can only possible doing thing works in Banda Aceh. I've planned not to get into job less academic circle, so, I'll possibly looking for things to do to feel productive and at least making money with it. Spending lot of times doing nothing just burst the hell out of me, so, I did everything that seems fun, I got many times to write, I wrote almost everyday actually but those all just saved in my personal diary (I also got time continuing any novels I already made, but still, I don't wanna publish them:), I also help some friends with their thesis, and I have finished reading at least 7 books and watch 6 movies for this a week and half. My next plan is to get home as soon as possible, okay, in the end, Lhokseumawe experience went opposite from what I thought first in my early year, it's fine and surprisingly super fun!

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