I just (really) want to be half piece of your heart, that always with you whatever it storm comes or the rainbow shines, everytime, so we can always in one way I pray will be 'most happily-amazingly-greatestly-fantasticly-etc story for our lives'. I want to stop this bullshit, but it's many slides are rolling on my brain. Can I continue it? I guess it's a yes, I dont care.
You know what, honey? I can't hold up my feeling to marry you soon, it's an adult talk, right? And I'm still dont have anything like 'what-the-must' I'm still a student, and we still young...
But like I said, I can't hold up, I am a very very jealousman, I'm sure you know it :D
You know why? *read this slow*
I've never met any girls that cute and complicated like you, but thats just a little from billion reason I fell in love with you, wanna say this face to face with you, baby, but, 'm very scare that one day you will say, "You are pathetic, just go, I can't be with you anymore." Or your family tell they dont like me, so you must leave me, and I must learn to be strong right, honey? Because we dont know what will happen next!"
-Him (one night past in 2011)
*****
So, if you are an pathetic guy I have to leave you? Leave you means I have to forget my life for several years ago, so, just cheer your life up and go straight through dreams, there are so many things we'll done together (or, mostly I hope, we could done together!), I keep out myself to not being worry of thing which still impossible to come (I tried pretty hard), don't cracked down yourself, that's right when you were striking out my heart like this cruel, you have been my life, indeed.
P.S: Thanks for gifted me an awesome boyfriend, thanks for fate, and God! :)
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