Words Can Do That

Still awake and just watched she's out of my league and I wanna note a list for myself.

1. Stay away from insecurities, people was born with their own ability, they are all different, thats not mean what you have isn't good enough there is still no measurement to prove what you have is not good enough.

2. Insecure may lead to the lowest self-esteem, when you under-estimated yourself, there's the centre of your very first problem in a list.

3. Don't compare yourself with others, even when she/he has the same age as yours but she/he has got everything you won't taste the lack of it, better you be ready to do what you can do, struggling for what you can invent that maybe will give a little help for environment, spread the ideas, know and recognize more and more

4. Put your trust in people and believe they will do exactly like you will gonna see, like they are also want a perfect result for things you both working together, when it's not, that's definetely not the end of the world.

5. You need to do a little bit effort for friendship, relationship, and some others those has -ships on it. Do not ever compare your relationship/friendship with other's may have in their life, God has known everything we exactly need so He putted those people in our lives not just for no reason, when you can't still found out, doesn't mean it doesn't exsist. 

6. Don't show your feelings to the world too much--tell your society everything, make you one of those kids who have that less attention issue. Because you're not, you still need to figure it out of how to be a little bit maturer when there's no one around to help you in your daily activities or even ask how's your day--anything.

7. Focus on journey, not targets, one you feel like the target is still somewhere far you will lose your attention to your journey and you will go to sleep instead with no one there will slap your face and scream: wake up!!

8. Don't josh people even just there in bottom of your head, let them do what they want to do, and focus only with your life, on what your working to, they experienced a lot of different things and you do to, in fact we learned what we have from past life and you learn what yours, be better everyday, laugh more, talk less--so don't have anything to regret, tell people what bothers you, don't keep it inside what might ruined your day, blend with the world and avoid to look as despicable human being, just walk, walk, and sometimes enjoy running fast step by step in your life.

9. Be grateful, when you're not, thats your second problem (on a list), feeling okay with yourself when you have less and be kind when you have more is the sort of happiness in the universe, being grateful will lead a person to be a true self, and be yourself, like your head ever discussed before, anything they may have on their life out there they still can't get what you really have inside of you. Being grateful will build a huge self-confidence, and you have proof it more than once in life, self confidence is a key to you to get closer, a step closer to your dreams.

10. You can do it! Not because people tell you you can do it, cause, in the bottom of your heart, the sources of all goodness, God tells, and He never lies, avoid overthinking, when you can't do more, do less, do what you can do, no matter what, keep doing, focus on your work, and believe that happy life depends on how happy you're with the journey, not how will happy you're one day blabla, cause, sadness is good sometimes, dont stick on it, keep yourself away from that sadness for more than an hour, and go blend with people.

Actually, it's a lot happen to me this week and today I (actually) feel so blissful, this is kind of my day, woke up in the morning and still worry about how to role the day well but I did it best as I could and finally get a high score for taxation quiz I took from PDITT Universitas Indonesia, and went home with a not so starving tummy but dont get to eat a lot, having fun with the most caring friends I've ever had, get some calls from family, than recently bring me to His beautiful saying in the holy Qur'an: Fabiayyia laa irabbikumaa tukadzzibaan :)