I'm not gonna ruin the post here ok? (Look, eventhough I have ruined it all the time lol) this isn't about the pain when-you-fail-caught the dream, or I'm going mad so I enter this video here? No of course, this is another part of mind came today and I wanna a lot to share those with you.

First, it's about dream, I wrote on another blog about what I've got from google: read this, I was confused of what it means exactly, because for me, dream is just to explore what do you want, lookin for what do you need, want anything you need, want anything you know, and it doesn't like those words, yeah, even sometimes it brought me on the fantasy, it's dancing on my head!

How to dream, how to make you dreaming and having motivation to catch it? Here we go...

Believe in God...Believe anything which comes from your religion, God had promise us to try and how it could earns, just don't believe in everyone who always try to ruin yourself, believe me, they want always to ruin your things, even if they couldn't reach what they want, they have no reason to keep you away from things you could do.

Believe in Yourself...havin a self-confidence then you will know what you need, you will know what probably you can get, how much your abilities, how great you are, eventhough at the same time you lose, you cant do it, believe me you can always learn again, do it again, always trying!

The most important thing you have to do in the way you will reach the dream just learning from mistakes, and I personally believe there is no successful people who never wrong, failed, and I believe because God brought you to the mistakes to make you become more greater on another tryin.

Because you have to learn and see the past as your note/journey, then I said it never give up, and it's absolutely important, it's an usual thing in the way you fall, and get the hand to make you stand :)

Chase it... lets go to the way.

It's maybe the most easiest thing you can find in google, but I'm totally serious now, please go check what do you need and want, go catch your dream...

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This is only the way to make up my future, so I will take the best part, run the greatest way, there is nothing to regret, because The Lord has sent anything to learn, He promise the trying to earns, so the best thing would come as soon as possible, as hard as I get, as hard I expect!

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Hello June!

Welcome June! I can't believe this finally june, time turns so fast and its like faster all day, I can't wait for things to be happening this month, and in the other hand, I'm not really ready for those :D I have lots of wishes for this month, lots of prayers, and something which describe myself at whole, dreams, I have it more now, very thankful of God who still take care of anything, I'll do my fate better I promise.

P.S: I miss my old period, I miss 2006-2007 period when its still fun to screams and havin fun with my Junior High School's friends, I miss my High School, I miss my Dad, I miss anything. x)

Find me in the other space : The Falling Dreamer, I'll write more there x)

Lyric on the picture by The Maine-Into Your Arms.

Just When I am Facing The Traffic Light!

The longest thirty seconds is when I am in the traffic light, not even when I'm listening a mellow music, or just thought about things I dont like, the longest hour is in the traffic jam, almost, and I've been waitin for the green light so there is no chance for me to ride on fantastic speed like they did and I do want it a lot? Where is my opportunity?

People will get confuse when they are with many options or dont have any at all, it just like a sickness when you are choosing, or waiting, now me, I dont know where is my position, I'm blind in the middle way, I, with my laziness want so much to get runaway and againts things, but against thing will againts life, so that is not my type, I'm just blind.

No, I am confused!

It is just like a strength out of there gave me some options, no, gazed me so some, one side inside, I'm just bursting by exciting, and one side (which it's bigger), against it, told me that I didnt have ability to go.

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Aku udah lumayan sering dengar soal opsi-opsi dalam kehidupan, sesuatu yang harus kita pilih dan yang sudah kita pikirkan macam-macam, aku udah ngerti kenapa kita hanya harus ambil satu opsi, dan nggak boleh rakus buat milih banyak-banyak, kita memilih hal-hal yang akan membuat kita mampu untuk menjalaninya, dan sebenernya bukan karena aku 'kelebihan' opsi ini trus bikin aku bingung, aku malah merasa nggak punya sama sekali, dan bukan karena itu juga sih, karena aku ngerasa aku nggak punya, tapi aku sedang 'diperlihatkan' opsi yang terlalu banyak sekarang, dan jika aku move, istilahnya try, mungkin aku bakalan punya satu dari opsi itu, apapun deh, yang penting, 'berjalan', dan tidak gagal.

This is about how mysterious the future (again), and how I want to write over it, lol.

I seriously wanna get things without failure comes, I did feel how sick it is, I dont know (and get) any options, but the way I'll reach, I'll fight, I'm on my way, I just need to ride faster, get a green light, I'm waiting for long time and just watch how cool people ride on bad speed surrounding me, they sometimes smile, sometimes cry, in the other hand, they are just like me too, sometimes fun, sometimes hurt, and I just need to be on their street, but with my way. 

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I currently working on 1st project with my lecturer, which myself doubt I can make it, but I love to explore things, about this, I love too :D

The Falling Dreamer

This is maybe another urgent post, got home from college and here I am, with thoughts I cant handle.

Well, jika hidup ini diibaratkan masalah, maka sesuatu yang kita hadapi dan kita ambil adalah satu diantaranya, dan disetiap step dari semua hal tersebut akan menjadi masalah-masalah baru, mungkin sebagian dari kalian nggak bisa ngebayangin gimana kalo setiap langkah ketika kaian kelar rumah di pagi hari merupakan masalah, but I do, I do imagined everything, so, nggak impossible banget jika suatu saat kamu emang ngerasain bahwa masalah selalu mengintai kamu, itu manusiawi banget, jiwa manusia memang sudah di desain untuk sedemikian peka, bebas ngerasain apa aja, without any filter, ketika itu terjadi, otak yang diperlukan sebagai plastic filter-nya.

Bukan inti dari sifat manusia yang kurang bersyukur, dengan kehidupan yang tidak pernah kekurangan apapun, yah, setidaknya, masih bisa bernafas, dimana di sisi lain banyak orang yang sedang berjuang untuk menghela nafas sebentar saja, yah, setidaknya masih bisa makan sampai hari ini, masih diberikan nikmat kesehatan untuk berpuasa, masih bisa melakukan semua hal-hal gila, semuanya, semuanya, dan....merasa masih ada yang kurang, hal dimana sebenarnya tidak akan pernah se' 'kurang' itu, hanya belum mampu melangkah ke 'dalam' hal tersebut. That's all!

I read a blog, which I read for all all over times and never get bored, (you can guess :D) and find the author apperently has a longing to backpacking to Japan, yeah, Japan, a name, a country which always pops in my head start from 2012 I guess, Japan has everything I need right now (and this is not about Sano Izumi :p), so it's awfully impossible but I intend...I dream it. (and I dont know why the author has decided to be there too, what's happening exactly? :D)

Bukan aku menghindar, atau berlari, atau enggan memikirkan apapun tentang masalah yang mengintai saat ini, ada saatnya ketika aku merasa semuanya kabur, dan aku rasa semuanya akan berlalu setidaknya dua jam kedepan setelah aku menghadapi 'masalah' baru, and its how life going, right?

Sometimes I need my Dad, a lot, in cast, I dont know where is him right now but I do know he is resting in peace, anything is, he is living with God, it's kinda heart-warming to think about that but seriously I need my Dad right now, I need His thoughts, he jacked up me so well and I again, need him, I need to be in his warm huggy, be there whenever he talks about some-alternative things in the future, Dad always be an angle, at least for me, I need, I need, I need, My Dad...

Tapi, ketika kehidupan itu tidak menyisakan ruang untuk berfikir (Sebenarnya aku selalu mempunyai waktu untuk itu, hanya terkadang aku tidak mendapatkan apa-apa), aku selalu berusaha keras untuk menjalani hal-hal yang sudah menjadi takdirku saat ini, aku memang selalu akan ada untuk hal-hal itu, dan tipeku memang selalu tidak pernah puas.

Bukankah manusia bisa mendapatkan segalanya? Dan ini bukan soal tidak pernah puas juga.

Semalam aku mimpiin teman-teman di SMA, flashback gitu ke kehidupan SMA dulu, it just for third times this year, dan aku memang akan selalu mengingat masa-masa itu ketika akan melangkah lagi, ya, tahun ini aku akan melangkah lagi, and I lose my way indeed, to lookin for that thing made me stuck at this.

Dulu, waktu masih SMA, aku sering ngerasa terlalu menyepelekan sesuatu, aku nggak pernah nyoba nyari tantangan-tantangan apapun karena sering galau dikasih tantangan tiap hari, cukup buat pelajaran-pelajaran eksakta, aku selalu ngerasa pas-pasan itu sudah lebih dari cukup, in that fact, my heart screams, life is big, dearly... I need a big thing, yet I'm still always lookin for it, dan ketika sekarang, lepas sudah dari SMA dengan cara yang benar-benar (benar-benar, terasa...touched) aku memilih jalan-selalu mencari jalan itu, dan aku merasa setiap masalah secara berhamburan mengintai, apakah tantangan ini sebenarnya? Bukankah disana akan lebih banyak?

The way I feel so confused, dan selalu merasa akan berjuang sendiri, yah, cuma sendiri, dan tidak banyak yang bisa aku ceritain soal 'masalah-masalah' ini, but I'm still dreaming, without getting a map, dream takes me like this far, and I dont wanna be quit, seriously, I didn't get the way back, and now I'm just, let it streaming on ways, I'm getting adult, I just need to take a breathe, everything will be fine.

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Please visit my newest blog The Falling Dreamer--sebenarnya cuma blog buat bikin laporan job training yang bakal dimulai juni nanti, berarti nanti aku akan serius nulis disana, dan dosen pertama kali bilangnya harus bikin di wordpress, dan dengan tutorial yang menurut aku agak ribet, hahah, lets explore!

The Falling Leaf Doesn't Hate The Wind

“Bahwa hidup harus menerima…penerimaan yang indah, bahwa hidup harus mengerti…pengertian yang benar, bahwa hidup harus memahami, pemahaman yang tulus, tak peduli lewat apa penerimaan, pengertian dan pemahaman itu datang. Tak masalah meski lewat kejadian yang sedih dan menyakitkan”

A novel by Tere Liye titled "Daun Yang Jatuh TidakPernah Membenci Angin" was so cruel touched. There is nothing I cant say about this, it is just awesome.

Saya tipe orang yang nggak bisa hidup kalo nggak ngebaca novel paling nggak satu dalam seminggu (lebay standar,kenyataannya gitu sih, selama kuliah setahunan ini, empat novel sanggup dan kayaknya harus dibaca dalam seminggu), dan nggak ngebeli sih, minjem di rental novel dekat kampus, dan fate brought me (mulai lebay lagi) to lend this novel and there is no I can say, nothing I can share, you just have to read it yourself.

Novel ini beda, bukan sekedar corny-mellow love story yang endingnya sang kekasih mati trus pembaca nangis, end, cuma nyentuh gitu doang dan selesai, percaya atau nggak, saya udah nangis di halaman 71, so damn cracked, karakternya kuat banget, saya malah ngerasa ini kisah nyata asli penulisnya, tapi penulisnya cowok, dan saya agak "nyesel" nggak bisa liat Pak Tere Liye di premiere novelnya R.H. Fitriadi yang "Marwah Di Ujung Bara" di AAC Dayan Dawood waktu itu.

Novel ini mengajari tentang perasaan, kebaikan, pengertian, pengorbanan, kehidupan, dan segala aspek yang menyangkut di dalam kehidupan, apapun itu, novel ini mungkin novel terbaik dan yang terdebest di sepanjang 2012 ini-mungkin juga dari awal 2011, thanks for Tere Liye atas ide briliannya ngebentuk naskah yang sedemikian kerennya, no more than, I’m waiting for your next debut.

“Ibu benar, tak ada yang perlu disesali. Tak ada yang perlu ditakuti. Biarkan dia jatuh sebagaimana mestinya. Biarkan angin merengkuhnya, membawanya pergi entah kemana, dan kami akan mengerti, kami akan memahami…dan kami akan menerima.” halaman 197.

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What do you think of my blog's latest look? LOL 

Just Feeling...

Just feeling so random missing my child period....

It was when I always be in real-straight ways, when I was being cool, when I've been so cool face the things in my life, when there was no way kept me from express and experience, face the clouds, playing in the field, run, scream, it just when I wonder of anything outside, when I was really want to be an adult, or a teenager, without knowing how suck it is, when I was just paying attention of my maths, my sains, and "would my dream become true", it just when actually, I had so much dream and way to take me wherever I want to be...

I miss my real life, my people when tsunami didn't yet comes and snatched my people, I miss my Dad, I miss my elementary school, the place I got to see more times long, it was just so free, the fact is, my life now is freak, I didnt see my way, it just like runaway and I got nothing.

Time is precious, so go take me away... away to my chillhood period!

And We Still Gonna Remember, Avril Rocks!

GOODBYE LULLABY

Kinda late to get a blast mood from Avril Lavigne's barely album "Goodbye Lullaby", and feel good enough to make myself so COOL on those things when I'm listening, life exactly :D, yeah, I heart Avril so much, been a fan from "Under My Skin" album several years ago, and then she will always there in my playlist all the time, evethough sometimes I update it with another songs.Ok, and my favourite one now is "Everybody Hurts".

AVRIL LAVIGNE NEVER DIES, walaupun sempat beberapa kali mengecewakan (bikin saya bingung tepatnya), dengan lagu-lagunya yang tiba-tiba jadi mellow banget di albumnya ini, bahkan dari album sebelumnya "The Best Damn Thing", saya sempet bener-bener bingung kenapa Avril yang cukup rock bisa mellow mendayu-dayu karena cinta di lagu "Whe You're Gone" atau "Innocence", eventhough I adore so much those songs then =D, dan saya tidak pernah melepaskan predikat Little Black Star dalam diri saya, walaupun kadang-kadang saya lebih suka lagu-lagu mellow lain ketimbang Avril, I love the way she rocked out the world, dan walaupun sekarang dia jadi mellow gitu, no matter what, I'm still love Avril, for sure :)

UNDER MY SKIN

 THE BEST DAMN THING

LET GO

Ini beberapa foto dari album Avril sebelumnya "The Best Damn Thing", "Under My Skin" dan "Let Go" yang transformasinya bisa kita liat sendiri, Avril sekarang sangat keliatan 'diva'nya, mungkin setelah melalui kehidupan love-life nya yang agak nyesek beberapa tahun lalu bikin dia jadi begini coba deh dengerin "Remember When" sama "Wish You Were Here", terlepas dari segi kehidupannya yang itu, Avril ini nunjukin kalo dia tipe cewek yang strong lewat musiknya, bahkan mantan suaminya Deryck Whibley punya andil besar dalam pembuatan album "Goodbye Lullaby". Nice!

Dan terlepas dari beberapa transformasi aliran musik Avril, she is still our professional rocker, jadi untuk beberapa little black star yang terus mempermasalahkan perubahan dari Avril ini, get a life, guys, this time we will see the diva rocks, so lets entering a whole album "Goodbye Lullaby" and you will feel the sense!

PICS by AVRILLAVIGNE.COM

Jelang Pilkada, Saatnya Bergerak Anak Muda!!!

Sudah terbiasa dengan pamflet, baliho, dan segala advertising akhir-akhir ini, tapi jujur, saya belum terlalu mengenal para bakal-bakal calon gubernur, dan untuk saya, bupati, dan hari ini khusus browsing nyari-nyari soal visi-misi mereka, ...and I'm done with this, nggak terlalu maniak buat tau soal visi-misi, saya malah lebih tertarik nyari soal latar belakang kehidupan mereka, hehehe :))

Dan yeaah, tahun ini saya udah bisa ikut pilkadaaaa!!!! it's my very first yearrr, can't wait for it, hahaha semangat sekali, dimana anak_anak SMA 17 tahun udah bisa ikutan, dan saya haru menunggu sampe hampir 19 tahun buat ikut pesta demokrasi ini -__-, tapi memang yah, no golput, no golput wherever you are guys, inilah saat pemerintahan sedang rumit-rumitnya kita bisa menyuarakan sesuatu, bukan cuma duduk diam dan berkoar-koar tentang kebobrokan itu, keep moving on, buat segalanya menjadi lebih baik!

Dan ini adalah visi misi mereka para cagub dan cawagub Aceh periode 2012-2017, learn and see, ehh, see and learn, hahah :p

1. Teungku Ahmad Tajuddin AB-Teuku Suriansyah (Independen)
 
Visi: Menyelamatkan kehidupan anak bangsa, dunia dan akhirat.
Misi:
1. Mempercepat pembangunan infrastruktur strategis
2. Mengedepankan nilai-nilai agama dan budaya daerah dalam aktifitas pembangunan
3. Memantapkan upaya peningkatan kesejahteraan khususnya di bidang pendidikan, kesehatan dan peningkatan daya beli yang bermuara pada pengurangan kemiskinan.
4. Melestarikan lingkungan dan menjaga keserasian tata ruang
5. Meningkatkan nilai tambah sumber daya lokal dan menghidupkan pusat-pusat kegiatan ekonomi masyarakat secara merata
6. Meningkatkan kinerja birokrasi dan pemberantasan Korupsi Kolusi Nepotisme.
 
2. Irwandi Yusuf-Muhyan Yunan (Independen)
 
Visi: Berlanjutnya perubahan yang fundamental di Aceh dalam segala sektor kehidupan masyarakat Aceh dan pemerintahan, yang menjunjung tinggi asas transparansi dan akuntabilitas, bagi terbentuknya suatu Pemerintahan Aceh bebas dari praktik korupsi dan penyalahgunaan kekuasaan. Sehingga mulai 2012, Aceh dapat terus tumbuh menjadi negeri makmur yang berkeadilan dan adil dalam kemakmuran.
Misi:
1. Membangun, meningkatkan dan memelihara infrasruktur dasar untuk mendukung sistem produksi serta pelayanan dasar.
2. Melanjutkan pembangunan SDM berlandaskan kompetensi dengan tetap berpegang pada nilai-nilai budaya masyarakat Aceh.
3. Membangun ekonomi kerakyatan yang merata di seluruh wilayah Aceh secara berkelanjutan dan berkeadilan.
4. Memanfaatkan sumber daya alam secara berkelanjutan berkeadilan dan ramah lingkungan guna mendukung pertumbuhan ekonomi Aceh.
5. Mewujudkan tata kelola pemerintahan yang bersih dan berwibawa guna mendukung pelayanan publik yang murah, cepat, tepat sasaran, berkualitas dan merata.
6. Mewujudkan perdamaian berkelanjutan melalui implementasi MoU Hesinki yang berdasarkan demokrasi dan Hak Asasi Manusia.
 
3. Darni M Daud-Ahmad Fauzi (Independen)
 
Visi: Terwujudnya harkat dan martabat masyarakat Aceh yang damai, sejahtera berlandaskan iman dan taqwa.
Misi:
1. Perbaikan dan peningkatan ajaran agama/syariat islam, kualitas pendidikan, kebudayaan dan kesehatan masyarakat Aceh yang handal dan merata.
2. Perbaikan dan peningkatan perekonomian daerah yang adil berkelanjutan dan berwawasan lingkungan.
3. Perbaikan dan peningkatan iinfrastruktur publik untuk penguatan daya saing daerah pengurangan risiko bencana dan penjaminan kesejahteraan masyarakat.
4. Perbaikan dan peningkatan pelayanan publik melalui penyelenggaraan pemerintahan yang professional bersih transparansi adil dan akuntabel.
 
4. Muhammad Nazar-Nova Iriansyah (Partai Demokrat, PPP, Partai SIRA)
 
Visi: Tegaknya perubahan dan pembangunan yang menyelamatkan serta menyejahterakan menuju negeri Aceh yang aman, damai, maju, berkeadilan, bermartabat dan berperadaban (baldatun thaiyyibatun wa rabbun ghafur) serta mencapai kemenangan dunia-akhirat.
Misi:
1. Membangun masyarakat yang beriman, berkualitas, produktif, berkeadilan pro-pembangunan dan berperadaban sebagai kekuatan perubahan serta pembangunan yang benar, menyelematkan dan menyejehterakan secara berkelanjutan.
2. Membangun berbagai kebutuhan fundamental yang menyelamatkan serta menyejahterakan rakyat secara berkelanjutan.
3. Normalisasi dan membangun pemerintahan yang benar sesuai undang-undang serta kearifan Aceh di semua level menuju good corporate governance dan clean government secara berkelanjutan dan berkarakter.
4. Normalisasi penegakan hukum, pembinaan politik serta keamanan yang benar dan tanpa diskriminasi baik dalam rangka mencegah penyimpangan, seperti korupsi dan kolusi maupun menjamin ketertiban serta kedamaian rakyat.
 
5. Zaini Abdullah-Muzakir Manaf (Partai Aceh)
 
Visi: Aceh yang bermartabat sejahtera berkeadilan dan mandiri berlandaskan UU Pemerintahan Aceh sebagai wujud MoU Helsinki
Misi:
1. Memperbaiki tata kelola pemerintahan aceh yang amanah melalui implemantasi dan penyelesaian turunan UU Pemerintahan Aceh untuk menjaga perdamaian yang abadi.
2. Menerapkan nilai-nilai budaya Aceh dan nilai-nilai dinul Islam di semua sektor kehidupan masyarakat.
3. Memperkuat struktur ekonomi dengan kualitas sumber daya manusia.
4. Mewujudkan peningkatan nilai tambah produksi masyarakat dan optimalisasi pemanfaatan sumber daya alam.
5. Melaksanakan pembangunan Aceh yang proporsional terintegrasi dan berkelanjutan.

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Bagaimanapun perpektif Anda tentang bangsa kita saat ini, selalu ingat bahwa negara tidak akan bergerak tanpa adanya pemimpin, jadi ayooo mana semangaatnya buat ke TPS senin iniii??? :))

I'm Still A Dreamer Even Sometimes I Forget It

I played with hatstag #Adreamer last night and its really fun (follow me @NurulSuciana), because I was rare talking about dream since awaring I'ma away from achieving it, and I *actually dont wanna let any craft crushing then I decided to stop reading even caring of stuffs like that, more philosophiest, I'm just believe something works good on me and me, yaar~ enjoying life 'like this like that, flats, and its even bad hahaha, never stop believing things everyone, pessimist could be surrounding ya then makes you down, I knew so much, but dreams and you, is like a thing works on a way. #Adreamer :D

...don't know how to start this note from, I just (or urgent) need to write, I'm not spending nights to dream all over again anyway, for long time and now realizing it sucks, I was hurt but I'm okay now.

So, if maybe any universities will be impossible and more ridiculous for me, it doesnt mean I have to be quiet believin', I have one life, I live just once, and I'll feel more foolish if something hurt could make me quiet, people will always hurt anyone without seeking what things make 'em so proud of, and I know people not gonna feel this way, yeash, me, and you there who reading this, we are a dreamer okay, we'll always keeping our believes, always hopin' and knew things will earns, dont ya? :))

...and because we'll never give up with greatest things and always kick out the silliness, any smallness that makes any works well done even before it touched, we knew who we are. And never ever been gave up with our soul, honestly, me, with my soul, allright, which it always force things work perfect, its not the first time I said I am a perfectionist, though I didnt finished any perfect things yet, you know I will keepin' though have to live in the jar~

...the tear is didnt create to be immortal, it earns, you have to work hard just bcause there is something waiting for your comes, I guess I've ever been crazy believe about this bcause I'm an uh so well crier, hahah how to say it in english? :p, cengeng, all right, and feel day a day my tears become so cool :p

...anything is, if something seems to be going againts with, try to always share your smile and think fast that the airplane takes off againts the wind, not with it -Henry Ford says. Lol. Its beautiful to believe because quote makers quoting their life, they said what 've been their adventure, so, keep any believes.

I loved so much to lyin' myself consider everything's gonna be okay in a very bad situation, and now realizing how it works to keep me alive, how if I'm not as optimist as that? *thinking*

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I made this for no reasonable. For God shakes I just remind my life lately, it more sucks than when dreams I couldnt reach, so I believe if my life is created for just hopin' things, I thanks God for it, I'm so much enjoying to live with it, its not things I'll regret after, like I said, its fun!

"look up at the sky, see how big it is, life is like the sky, it's big, there's no time for smallness of small people only for birds to soar..."

-SHAH RUKH KHAN said, ...and and and... I've been making a new row in my dream's list to meet this quote maker, hihi another hindi movie full of corny love stories were full of sickness, its totally different with his movies, isnt it? Please say yes once for this. :p

I made this note for myself, without really hopin' they will read and comment, ...and a little forget how insane mouths will always keepin their way to down me, hey stranger, you should have a look to my personal trash!

I Know You Know You Are Stranger LOL

There's nothing to do, seems so bored, so, here I am, tryin' to twist a word or two, tryin to hold my feeling to not throwing up away cause I'm just mixing by feel excited and bad right now, making another creepy status for someone out there (that I wished to not doing a whole day, but today, I really need it too).

I do comfort to write it on bahasa right now. :))

Maaf kalo agak sedikit curhat (walopun sering tapi tetap aja minta maaf) haha, kali ini saya benar-benar merasa harus menumpahkan semuanya disini. Saya merasa hidup dalam teror, saya merasa di teror, atau sayanya yang sok ngartis? Gatau juga tapi its such a really bad feeling, karena saya tidak pernah merasa mengganggu hidup orang lain, (plis deh, hidup sendiri aja udah segini ruwetnya kapan coba ada waktunya mikirin orang? haha).

Ada seseorang yang merasa terganggu karena saya mungkin dan terus terus saja men-watch saya di facebook, oke, mungkin saya memang agak (atau sangat) autis di facebook. buts its the way I am, hahaha, dan saya sudah terlalu lama santai, tapi kalo sudah melihat pihak yang terlibat itu sebanyak ini, saya nggak tau harus bersikap seperti apa, dan lebih memilih sikap kekanakan untuk update-update di status seperti kalian haha.

Mungkin sebagian orang yang dekat dengan saya tau tentang masalah ini, and hey guys, you know who I am right? Dan mereka pun sebenarnya merenspon tapi kami memang tidak akan se autis itu.

and hey olala, foto ini diambil tadi pagi sebelum ke kampus, editnya di picnik.com visit :))

I'M FLYING!

Well, gonna see the official trailer of TITANIC 3D? I dont wanna swallow the pain because we are not havin any theatres in this town and get a hope to watch it soon, lol, but as people can see, titanic is the most beautiful drama ever, it kicks another cool movies so bad and TITANIC '97 is actually not my period but I'm lovin sssssooo much this movie. lol. I said!

Emang ngeselin sih di Aceh nggak punya bioskop, read this article : fenomena tidak ada bioskop di Aceh dengan alasan yang nggak ada yang tau, penerapan syariat islam dll, tidak ada yang tau, tapi menurut saya jika penerapan syariat islam harus mengorbankan peminat film seperti saya, kenaa tidak bisa melihat atas hal-hal lain yang lebih menyimpang dan banyak sekali terjadi di Aceh hari ini, tentu saja bisa menjadi renungan bagi pemerintah dalam hal ini.

And I dont wanna talk so much about this, mostly lost words :p



Rose: I love you, Jack. 
Jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes. Not yet, do you understand me? 
Rose: I'm so cold. 
Jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and you're gonna make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me? 
Rose: I can't feel my body. 
Jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise. 
Rose: I promise. 
Jack: Never let go. 
Rose: I'll never let go, Jack. I'll never let go. 




:')


see this : TITANIC QUOTES