A Happy Ending
Monday, January 30, 2012
It calls when I have found, understand when I try to stand, so I proud because I wasnt giving up when the storm comes and let me-inside dying softly, the reason maybe just because I didnt pay attention to any mutual freak voices whom scream out about how dare or maybe they meant how lucky I am, and now I dont need to looking back and how hard to get your first to people who make you think twice then, but lucky means something when it calls, lucky works when they didnt even scream out loud again and over again, I'm not pretending to be someone else because you still hold my hand even when I'm in crazy scene.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Beberapa hal yang akan kita lakukan untuk menyadari hari-hari itu ada, hari-hari itu pernah dan 'sedang' ada, adalah hanya diam, diam ketika membutuhkan, diam ketika ingin ditemani, diam ketika ingin menostalgiakan dan mencapture gambar-gambar yang telah lewat, diam ketika hati berteriak ingin mengatakan sesuatu.
Hal yang ku ketahui dari segala hal adalah, diam itu akan membebaskanmu dari rasa bersalah atau penyesalan yang kemudian datang, tidak pernah membuatmu kehilangan harimu yang indah, terkadang diam membuktikan bahwa kau jauh mencintainya dari yang patut ia ketahui, diam adalah salah satu cara untuk membuktikan bahwa kau tidak suka mengganggunya, tidak pernah suka ketika ia terganggu.
Let me introduce a new comer in my family,
Nawal's brother, my niece <3
And I'm morely miss my sweet life with...
and thats me lately :p
Diam tidak akan membebaskanmu dari sekecamuk pikiran yang membuatmu ingin tau. Life is good :)
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Nothing seems perfect without having a life in a same way with you, thats nice when woke up in the morning and got your beautiful text on the phone, glad seeing your smile whan in the right time we meet, or stuck thinking about you at times, what more fabulous? Well, I dont know what things make you thing I'm the right one for you, but I do, and I love you so much more than you think, QLR :)
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Hola December!
Terkadang kita ngerasa pengeeen banget ngebahagiain orang di sekitar kita, kayak ortu, keluarga, temen, pacar atau siapa aja, kita berjuang mati-matian buat dapetin uang sebanyak-banyaknya karena menurut kita, itulah satu-satunya cara buat ngebahagiain mereka, begitukah?
Pada dasarnya, standarisasi kesenangan orang itu beda-beda, ada yang seneng kalo dibeliin ini-itu, atau seneng walau hanya sekedar dikasih perhatian basa-basi yang sebenernya basi abis, apapun, asal perhatian, afterall, karena adanya kesenangan itu makanya muncul orang-orang yang ingin membahagiakan.
Aku nggak punya teori apa-apa soal ini, menurut aku, kalo emang pengen ngebahagiain orang, tolong coba jangan egois!
Ego bakalan ngerusak segala hal, pas keadaan lagi baik-baik trus kita jadi marah-marah nggak jelas, nganggap yang biasa banget jadi gede, sampe bikin lawan bicara kita jadi diem seribu bahasa, well, coba posisi kita dibalik, mungkin orang itu bakal sabar, tapi dia juga manusia yang pengen dingertiin kayak kita, kalo mungkin kita bisa lebih sedikit sabar dan nguasain diri, belajar buat lebih dewasa buat ngadepin suatu hal, aku orang yang prinsipnya selalu pengen keliatan all was so well walaupun kadang-kadang nggak bisa juga, jadi kita nggak harus ngebawa masalah kita kemana-mana, tempatin masalah itu pada tempatnya, mungkin ketika kalian baca ini kalian bakal ngerasa nggak mungkin bisa bisa juga, tapi, pernah nggak sih mikir buat nyoba?
Cobalah ngejaga perasaan orang ketika sedang berkomunikasi, nggak nyoba buat langsung ber-babibu marahin kalo kita lagi kesel sama dia, kalaupun ada sesuatu yang kita pengen bilang, bilang secara baik-baik, anggap dia juga pengin dihargai kayak kita, walaupun posisi dia itu lagi salaaah banget, ingat, dunia ini berputar loh.
Lagian, sering banget marah-marah itu juga berdampak buruk bagi psikis seseorang, apalagi buat orang-orang yang suka parno, percaya atau nggak, mereka pasti ada dilingkungan kamu, jadi jangan ngasal banget menghadapi orang, buat mereka seperti layaknya kita ingin diperlakukan seperti apa. Dengan begitu, mereka udah senang dekat-dekat kita, bukan dengan cara berjuang buat kumpulin uang banyak tapi masih sering bikin dia kesel atau nggak nyaman sama kita, its a zero try. Have a nice day :))
P.S : Gonna wish something in this early december? As always, Being always happy with all I had.
Friday, November 25, 2011
@HARVARD : "Harvard had this culture that made me feel that, whoever I was, they believe in me and want me to be succeed"
A little thing, or a big thing in my life is dreams, I'm only a human like any philosophical theory, always believe in dream, I tried, believe in just one or two dreams I could create when I'm young, (not on this period haha), I'm a dreamer since I believe that dream could bring you to the place you want, when I can look away from dream killers, when I believe that "thats not a sin when you can fly away", anything could happen, but I still believe, dream takes nearly everyday with me, it could be nearest and HAPPEN!
They said, I'm not trying so hard, its more good comments than "hey girl, thats not dream, a zero hope!", then sometimes I becoming mad but making a little confession in heart, "its true.", and wish that dream comes when that night I slept, its terrible, I've ever did the worst, the worst then, I'm trying to forget that thing at all and I always look more away to that dream I wish I can be more closer!
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Today I read "Rhodes To Success" from you know, the coolest unversity's website, guess what? Oh please just click the link :p
At first I guess I love that university because the place was really really cool, (look at the view!) but its impossible to keep any dream with a reason for almost 5 years I started dreaming it lol, hahaha yeah, I guess I really want to be there, I really want to be a harvard student with no reasonable! But I know today, its actually not too difficult to reach anything you want but also think about your ability and the thing you look for.
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P.S : Heyheyhey, I Miss You so bad, have a little time to just say hi? :p
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona
partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian
partly because of my love for you, partly because of your love for yoghurt
partly because of the fluorescent orange tulips around the birches
partly because of the secrecy our smiles take on before people and statuary
it is hard to believe when I’m with you that there can be anything as still
as solemn as unpleasantly definitive as statuary when right in front of it
in the warm New York 4 o’clock light we are drifting back and forth
between each other like a tree breathing through its spectacles
and the portrait show seems to have no faces in it at all, just paint
you suddenly wonder why in the world anyone ever did them
I look
at you and I would rather look at you than all the portraits in the world
except possibly for the Polish Rider occasionally and anyway it’s in the Frick
which thank heavens you haven’t gone to yet so we can go together the first time
and the fact that you move so beautifully more or less takes care of Futurism
just as at home I never think of the Nude Descending a Staircase or
at a rehearsal a single drawing of Leonardo or Michelangelo that used to wow me
and what good does all the research of the Impressionists do them
when they never got the right person to stand near the tree when the sun sank
or for that matter Marino Marini when he didn’t pick the rider as carefully
as the horse
it seems they were all cheated of some marvelous experience
which is not going to go wasted on me which is why I am telling you about it
~Frank O'Hara
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Haha, finally blogging again, with some-romance mood :D I cant stop staring to this video lately (actually he sent me this hihi) start lovin it that day but just can share here now.
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To feel boring again and all over again is not good, isnt it? To kill every dreams remain in my head, and looking to the REAL reality, I'm boring, I'm afraid, but I'm still act I'm ok even adviced anyone, the truly fact of my life, it burns when I got to look the reality.
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sometimes you need to kill people who kills your dream!
Friday, November 11, 2011
Hanya sangat sering dilanda galau belakangan ini, I'm going to burst and take myself away from action, so I heard this song and watch the movie "Ayat-Ayat Cinta", its probably the coolest Indonesian movie for me, dan merasa enakan, kalo saya disuruh review tentang film itu pasti pada nggak sanggup baca karena akan panjaaaang banget, salute!
"When everything seems to be going against you,remeber that
the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it!"
-Henry Ford-
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Tanggal : 24 Maret 2012
Tempat : Lapangan Blang Padang Banda Aceh
Pukul : 15.00-18.00
I was excited with this program lately, for joined into the committe and found more great friends, yeah you should have to join too :D
Ini adalah kegiatan TRAINING BAHASA INGGRIS, sekaligus terbesar dalam SEJARAH, jadi jika Anda bergabng dalam training tersebut, Anda telah mendukung Aceh untuk mendapatkan DUA REKOR DUNIA sekaligus, dan perlu digarisbawahi, ANDA TIDAK PERLU BERBAHASA INGGRIS LANCAR untuk mengikuti TRAINING ini.
So, tunggu apalagi guys? Mau bikin daerah kita bangga dan dikenal dunia? Ajak teman-teman kalian sebanyak-banyaknya untuk mengikuti acara ini. :)
Saturday, October 8, 2011
"The way you know you have found the right one is the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with that person..."
(Catherine Shienny-euphoria empat musim)
Dear you,
I'm suddenly feel so close with 'sweet' things exactly when I realized that day I said the first time to you this thing, when I'm becoming close with sin, Ididnt watch my world become mad after, the rule is : I couldnt say else when I'm in else, it does true, but heart said its wrong, the first time I realized world now is just you.
Dear You,
After 10/08, I'm so much comfort of everything we spent together, no matter how strange, how freak, how old, anything is, I've never care to what people said about me, cause I believe in you, always there for me.
Dear You,
I dont really care about dream sometimes when you were there say you just want to be a simple man with a simple passion in life, cause I do, really want to follow your rules. And I enjoyed so much to think 10/08 is the best part of my life
Dear You,
Something we could probably see, we didnt have to hide anything cause I know you exactly like you know me, we couldnt make a part, cause you, me, we are the best part of this thing. Because today, all is real, no matter how bad, freak, and sad 10/08
Dear You,
*gazing on you* I want this to be the last, and though, did 10/08 ever was? :D
When you're tired facing the world, just remember that you still have me to come home... A place where you will always be understood, no matter who you really are or how bad what you ever did... (xhien)
(Catherine Shienny)
Thursday, October 6, 2011
I dont have a perfect way to say,
But to be connected, and gazed on you
Make me real catching my true heaven
Beautiful and white,
Like a bird, finding his true stable,
I dont have a real perfect way to honest,
But to be 'something' for you
Is a long dream I wished for true....
Je T'adore... :)
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Selamat malam teman-teman... :)
Saya nulis ini pas lagi bosen, makanya kalo ntar tulisannya agak semrawut dimaklumin aja ya, hehe (padahal tiap hari semrawut tapi sok nggak tau aja :p), niatnya sekarang sih pengen nge-review film yang baru aja saya tonton, tapi saya juga lagi pengen curhat -_-" jadi dimulai dengan curhat aja kali ya :D
Well, hari ini saya nggak kemana-kemana, duduk diem dirumah sambil ngabisin novelnya Luna Torashyngu, sejengkal pun nggak nginjak tanah ato teras, bener-bener dirumah, saya jadi berasa pembunuh bayaran yang sedang melarikan diri dari pengejaran hari ini, sebagian besar sih kepengaruh novelnya yang nyeritain soal pembunuh bayaran gitu, tapi bedanya sama pembunuh bayaran Luna yang pemberani bin ajaib juga kadang-kadang itu, saya sih penakut abis ya bisanya cuma ngumpet seharian dikamar. -_-"
Trus gara-gara hampir mati kebosenan, saya akhirnya teringat kemarin baru beli dvd baru sama Nadia, walopun nggak terlalu penasaran sama filmnya-karena udah baca novelnya, atau sebelum baca aja udah tau ceritanya hahaha, jadi agak nunda-nunda nontonnya, trus kenapa juga masih ditonton? Yaah, kind of question was that? Liat aja pemainnya, Alex Pettyfer gitu looh hahaha <3
Well, that was BEASTLY, yang diangkat dari cerita jaman galau SD saya dulu (emang dasar hidup galau -_-") Beauty and The Beast, adaptasi dari novel Alex Finn, saya udah baca juga sih novelnya (udah dibilang tadi kan?) dan karena satu dan lain hal, saya agak kecewa dengan deskripsinya, dengan alurnya juga, saya kira bakalan dapet satu story yang "wahh" gitu, tapi nggak tau kenapa saya ngerasa itu bahkan terlalu fairytale dan saya nggak dapet pesan secara "beastly" disitu, nggak tau juga mungkin sudut pandang saya yang aneh aja. Hmm...
Kyle alias Alex tetep aja ganteng walopun buruk rupa gitu yaa (#eaaaa)
Film-nya lumayan sih, walaupun endingnya agak "nggak ngena" gitu tapi alurnya lumayan lah, ceritanya Kyle Kingson (di novel namanya Kyle Kingsbury) dikutuk menjadi buruk rupa sama penyihir bernama Kendra karena kesombongan dan sok berkuasa di sekolahnya (Lucunya, Kendra yang di novel dideskripsikan sebagai cewek gendut-jelek berambut keriting yang aneh, beda banget sama Kendra yang di film yang diperanin sama Mary-Kate Olsen, walopun aneh, tapi kan cantik gitu loh #eaaa), untuk mematahkan kutukannya, Kyle harus menemukan seseorang yang bisa mencintainya dengan tulus dan dia punya waktu setahun untuk itu, well, Kyle ini adalah anak dari seorang pembaca berita terkenal bernama Rob Kingson, karena nggak mau mengambil resiko dengan bertransformasinya Kyle menjadi jelek, ayahnya 'memindah'kan Kyle ke sebuah tempat yang jauh dari kota bersama Zola, pembantunya, dan nanti akan hadir lagi seorang tutor (kalo di novel sih Kyle sendiri yang minta seorang tutor sama ayahnya tapi kalo di film tutor itu disuruh ayahnya).
Sekarang kita ngebahas yang film aja kali ya, jadi sewaktu Kyle menghabiskan hari-harinya dirumah baru, dia sering ngebuka forum kampusnya Buckston Academy yang kemudian dia mendapatkan gambar dari seorang cewek bernama Lindy Taylor (Vanessa Hudgens)-yang pernah diberinya korsase pada saat pesta, sedang berfoto bersamanya di pesta yang sama, sejak saat itu Kyle jadi sering menemui Lindy secara diam-diam dan mulai naksir. Karena dia sempet memergoki ayah Lindy membunuh seseorang, dia meminta Lindy tinggal dirumahnya (ini bagian terSALUTnya, di film ayah nya keliatan berat banget ngelepasin Lindy, beda sama yang di novel keliatannya ayahnya fine-fine aja, tega banget sih yak) akhirnya, Lindy tinggal bersama Kyle, walaupun mulanya bersikap dingin, tapi akhirnya Lindy menyadari bahwa Kyle adalah cowok baik dan ia mulai jatuh cinta.
Novel sama film sih emang nggak pernah bener-bener sama, tapi kalo yang Ini saya lebih suka filmnya, beda banget sama twilight, heheheh, walaupun endingnya agak susah dimengerti, saya malah ngarepnya Kyle nembak Lindy di tempat dengan suasana yang romantis, kayak malem trus turun hujan gitu, ato pas candle light dinner--eh nggak deh, settingannya pas malem aja lagi hujan, jadi perasaan pun jadi diaduk-aduk gitu melankonis. (berasa korban sinetron T.T).
Ntah kenapa, naluri mengatakan harus share foto Pettyfer yang satu ini. Ganteng banget eii si abang :D Mulai minta dikeplak. Hahahah
Ekkhmm ekhhmm. Sebelum menutup ceramah saya pada malam hari ini saya punya quote yang bagus banget dari twit majalah GADIS-->>"Dont let anyone steal your dream, its your dream, not theirs"-Dan Zadra- so I think dont really care if someone says your dream is a fake and unbelievable, cause we live in this unelievable world. Sleep tight :)
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